against all my will (which doesn't account for a lot, really), i'm taking a break from my essay to post this.

i am a naturally mean person.
i thought i was not that bad but since i've started driving, the mean-ness in me really started to show.
i always curse and swear.
sometimes, just for fun.
i feel the need for speed, hence i get impatient.

once, i was trying to filter to the lane on my right which was relatively clear.
while i was filtering, i sensed flashes of light reflected from my mirror.
i looked to see a fast approaching black car which was filtering from the other lane quite a distance away.
but my reflexes had already led me to filter back to my lane.
nabeh i should've just continued to filter out AND slowed down just to piss him off but that's not the story.
so the car zoomed past me and i could only see that it's a new volvo (can't tell the make) and as it passed, i thought hmmf.. you think driving a volvo makes you a big shot ah? i hope you crash.
and as if that wasn't mean enough, i added AND you won't get to claim insurance!

even i, myself, was shocked with my subconscious thoughts. tsk tsk..