Monday, April 24, 2006
it's been long since i updated. blame the bloody exams! or rather i should blame myself for not starting earlier (yet again!). it seems i go through the same shit over and over again and yet i don't learn my lesson. it's kinda sad actually. the workings of a fool.
i'm in love with craig david's unbelievable! when i first heard it i didnt like it cos the starting sounded like some boyband song but then i heard the line
i'm alive, i'm in love, you complete meand i fell in love! hehe.. just that one line alone is powerful enough to draw me to the song.
i can't wait for my last paper to end and then it'll be the holidays! wheeeee! yippee! but i have nothing planned though. dun think i'll be working unless there's an opening at my mom's place again. cos i think i'd better start clearing my volunteer hours. 1000 plus hours man.. that's no joke. oh but i'll be clearing some hours with the kids camp i hope! i'll have to miss part of the world cup though. booooooo.. cos the camp's from 12 to 14 june. booooooo.. can't wait for that!
9th june. let the eye feasting begin! heee..
anyways, i think i'm a gembeng at heart. a closet gembeng. hahaha.. cos i don't usually show my feelings to pple n i seldom cry around pple even when watching a super duper sad show. i'll try to supress my feelings and not cry. the most i'd do is tear up. but when i'm alone, i'd just let the tears roll. i cry when watching hindi shows, watching tv shows like
grey's anatomy. yes grey's anatomy. i dunno why. it's just like so stressful and real. i like. haha.. n i sometimes cry just cos i miss my godmom and when i think of what kind of person i've become and loads of other things lah.
but hey i'm not complaining. it's quite liberating actually. it's even scientifically proven that you'll feel better after crying cos a certain hormone will be released together with your tears to make you feel better. and that's why most pple who can't cry often find themselves to be in depression.
but enough about that. i should get some rest cos i had like 30 minutes of sleep last nite before my paper. but the problem is, I'M NOT SLEEPY! daammnnnn..
ok ciao cincao taaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
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