Sunday, January 22, 2006
*pout*
that's my new favourite thing to do. haha dun ask me why.
anyway,
i've got to learn to stand up for myself.
i never ever express how pissed i'm feeling towards pple i'm close to. well, except for my family that is. that's the beauty of a family. you can do whatever the hell you want and there'll be a few screams here and there and everything will be normal again cos you're family. and that's that.
if i'm pissed at pple i dunno, i'll show it to their faces but when it comes to friends, i'll resort to just LOADS of eye-rolling and bitching and face spasms just for e sake of not causing tension. call me a backstaber. see if i care. call me a coward for not confronting it. i'll say okay. cos i accept that I am one.
i know myself well. you can say anything you want abt me and i won't care cos i just don't.
i have no problems at all with my self-esteem. pple talk won't break me. i dun need to constantly compare myself with others and feel good abt myself when i do better than others. that's just disgusting. furthermore, pple are entitled to say whatever they want. as am i.
i watched cheaper by the dozen2 earlier. it was an okay movie. nice family movie la. nothing fantastic except for the twins! i absolutely looove them cos they're so bratty. kherkher..
if all goes according to plan, i'll be watching the long weekend tmr n memoirs of a geisha on tue! so that's 3 movies in a week! ooooh.. so fun!
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dreamed.at .|. 11:18 PM