Saturday, September 10, 2005
mom: fiza, what do you have on tmr?
me: hmmm.. have to go to school in the morning... got revision lecture... y?
mom: nak masuk johor
me: ok lor.. but rite.. i have to study.
mom: for what??
*puzzled* am i really talking talking to my mom here? so weird for what? what kind of question is that? study for what? it's the kind of question
I would ask.. not my mom.
me: huh?? for what?
mom: for what lah?
me: huh?
mom: got test ah?
ooooohhhhh...
that's what she meant! hahaha.. selenge!
anyway, i went to a dermatologist for my skin a few months back n one of the many things she prescribed me to use was sunblock. been using it everyday since.
but lately, i've realised something quite disturbing. i didn't realise it at first but lately, many pple have been sayin that i'm very fair n that i look "mat salleh"ish. i looked through some of my photos. i'm very fair indeed. BUT.. this is the disturbing part. i realised that my neck wasn't as fair as my face!
my immediate reaction was, FUCK!! am i one of those people who put on too much make-up??? how embarrassing would that be? i mean, i've always laughed at pple like that and now
i put on too much make-up?? not that i laugh at everyone like that.. some pple look fine. but the rest just try too much!
but then i reasoned with myself.. cannot be leh.. i only put on
powder. anti-shine powder. i don't even put on foundation or compact powder. it's just anti-shine loose powder for me.
i washed my face n looked closely in the mirror and i was flabbergasted!!
my face
is slightly fairer than my neck!! cos all those times i put on sunblock, i only applied it to my face n under my chin but not my neck! booooooo..
so yup, sunblock on the neck from now on fiza!
i LOVE studying! studying is good! it's the best thing in the whole world! woohooo! it is soooo fun for what??
i'm just psyching myself up here. heh
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